Saturday, April 03, 2004

KoRnEcHiK: i hate nvrmnds
KoRnEcHiK: tho i say it all the time
T15WIT: Heh, sorry, I tend to say it too much
KoRnEcHiK: yea
T15WIT: But still
T15WIT: She'll get him if you don't say anything, and that isn't how it's supposed to end
T15WIT: OR you could tell him, and he could be the wrong guy, etc.
KoRnEcHiK: everyone...nvrmnd
T15WIT: so many possibiltys
T15WIT: Do say, I spout off what I say, you go ahead
KoRnEcHiK: i kno
T15WIT: I dunno know
KoRnEcHiK: everyone says that i deserve him and all, but does he deserve me? hes better than this. not to mention ive been hearing a lot that
T15WIT: I shouldn't put my two bits in it
KoRnEcHiK: that well im a great person
KoRnEcHiK: i dont believe all i hear
T15WIT: well you are
KoRnEcHiK: i want yer 2 bits
T15WIT: And I have to say, ya never know till ya try Valerie
KoRnEcHiK: i dont want him to like
KoRnEcHiK: to like not do wut i hope for
KoRnEcHiK: ya
T15WIT: and rejection might sear for the first few minutes, but it passes, trust me, it does
KoRnEcHiK: kno?
KoRnEcHiK: i wouldnt naturally mind rejection...ive had it b4, but with him i couldnt take it
T15WIT: But I don't think I should say because, I've done the same thing you've done *not tell a boy* so many times and I guess I feel like I'm pressing my mistakes onto you, oops, sorry
KoRnEcHiK: no yer not
KoRnEcHiK: i kno everyone is tryin to help
KoRnEcHiK: god knows ive heard the good luck salute 20 million times
T15WIT: It's just..so many right opportunities wasted, and I don't want it to happen again, to me or anyone else
T15WIT: Hehehe
KoRnEcHiK: i kno wut yer sayin
T15WIT: but *cough* yea, you should tell him...
T15WIT: *runs away*
KoRnEcHiK: i am goin to
KoRnEcHiK: mary will not hurt him
KoRnEcHiK: or me
KoRnEcHiK: or ne1
KoRnEcHiK: i care bout
KoRnEcHiK: and not just bout mary
KoRnEcHiK: this is 4 me
KoRnEcHiK: i need to do it to get over certain things
KoRnEcHiK: fears and blackages and stuff
KoRnEcHiK: blockages*
KoRnEcHiK: stop running
KoRnEcHiK: lol
KoRnEcHiK: ok
T15WIT: Lol, Sorry, I run away, a problem of mine
T15WIT: Anywho
T15WIT: I know, Mary might have a few emotions for him, but you, you just have so much for him and I dunno, it just seems like the right way something should be
T15WIT: and of course, we haven't even mentioned his emotions in the whole ordeal, but I mean, he doesn't know, so that's um...nvm
KoRnEcHiK: well
KoRnEcHiK: i think he knows
KoRnEcHiK: but
KoRnEcHiK: i dunno
T15WIT: Does he?
KoRnEcHiK: if im not what he wants..if he truly wants mary
KoRnEcHiK: ill let him have her
T15WIT: Well, if he does hmm, no one has mentioned his emotions in it
T15WIT: I know exactly how you feel
T15WIT: You just kinda want him happy, even if it is without you
T15WIT: and that is true love
KoRnEcHiK: he can have wutever he wants and ill try my best to give it to him no matter wut it is
KoRnEcHiK: wowness
T15WIT: Exactly.
T15WIT: "gurl, u got it bad :p"
KoRnEcHiK: lol
T15WIT: lol, am I like a hippie? I'm gettin all weird like and philosophical, ack
KoRnEcHiK: no
KoRnEcHiK: yer not
T15WIT: lol, good okay
KoRnEcHiK: unless
KoRnEcHiK: u wanna be
T15WIT: Um, I don't know what I want to be
KoRnEcHiK: i used to kno
T15WIT: I don't think I'll ever know what I want and who I am, and that's the fun in my life
KoRnEcHiK: wut i wanted to be
KoRnEcHiK: not u
KoRnEcHiK: o
KoRnEcHiK: yea i spose
T15WIT: What did you want to be?
KoRnEcHiK: math teacher/college profes
KoRnEcHiK: then gilbert happened
KoRnEcHiK: he ruined math 4 me
T15WIT: Lol, really now?
KoRnEcHiK: yea
T15WIT: Don't let one thing stop you, because a lot of things will try to stop you....
T15WIT: Ack, why do I always end up sounding like a freakin PE teacher?!
KoRnEcHiK: lol
KoRnEcHiK: yer ok
T15WIT: So are you
T15WIT: lol


I always seem to end up in conversations dealing with love and such idealistic things, and I always feel weird after them, I'm so stupid, I shouldn't be spouting off such stupid beliefs, but I still think Valerie should tell Brandon she loves him before Mary gets to him.

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