Maybe

You know actually come to think of it, maybe it isn't love. Maybe he's just an outlet, maybe I won't care later in life, maybe he's totally the wrong guy for me and I still don't see it, maybe he deep down doesn't love me, maybe..who knows..maybe I shouldn't say love, that way when it ends it won't hurt as much..but then that ruins it for now, do I love him? No, I hardly know what love is..how could I be in it if I don't know? How do I know I'm not in it? The eternal question: what is love? My parents claim they love each other, yet there are points when they both hate each other, and they both argue with each other every day, but there are also points where they kiss and makeup, what if love is just a feeling? And you could get that feeling from anyone? Do I really love him? Maybe you should shut up bitch and stop ruining the grand mood..maybe..