It's a poison in my system, Carson is a poison to me.
He sometimes comes and goes I mean, I don't see him anymore so I get worried that he's with other girls and he sometimes states very subtly in his posts that he just might do it, and sometimes he says how I'm a bitch and he'll try to make all these passes for sex with me when he is horny and afterwards he says he is "sorry" for what he did*don't worry he doesn't get far* and when I tell him I am a bit afraid of him he tells me that he said he was sorry, and I don't know if I'm a bitch to expect more than an apology, of course what else is there? And he tells me he loves me but I don't know I'm just, I don't know. I'm confused that's what I am. I love him and yet I fear him and when I tell him I'm afraid of him he gets so mad at himself and he asks why he even bothers with this relationship, but I care for him and I just might be caring for the wrong guy.
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