I'm about to go beserk, my mom hates my choice in men, no? Carson will be coming over, but A) We'll have to sit on seperate couches, and B) I have to do yardwork all day, so at least I can see him off in a distance, she really is pushing this relationship to the limit, and she hates him, well, also I think dad has a thing in it too, one side of me questions if it's worth it, while another side says, I gotta see my baby, *I haven't seen him in two weeks* and there are other men I know, but hell, none of them want me, so far in this life, Carson is the only one who has ever told me he liked me. First one, i'm 14, first one. This relationship has been 5 months so far, May 3rd or something will be half a year I've been with him, my first relationship, my parent's and it seems all my friends think i've been with him too long

"Gurl, u got 2 get out more lol."


"But, why leave when I'm happy?"

Usually this would end from a "w/e" from her but then I would play it out in my head if she was very argumentative..

"Pssh, how do u know ur happy"

"Because I feel happy, and.."

"U dun know if u could be happier"

"Um..erm"

"Yah well, dat's my point"

"*sigh* maybe you're right*



but of course, I don't know, I don't want to think about it, Mom's home, I'm gonna go do yardwork, and ya know, the yardwork doesn't bother me, not as much as I know I have homework I gotta get in this busy schedule too..