Yet another Conversation..

not quite me07 [5:03 PM]: hi
T15WIT [5:03 PM]: hi
not quite me07 [5:03 PM]: http://www.freewebs.com/justme07/
not quite me07 [5:04 PM]: i added more stuff
T15WIT [5:04 PM]: I've noticed
not quite me07 [5:04 PM]: but it takes a while to load
T15WIT [5:04 PM]: more pictures?
not quite me07 [5:04 PM]: today
not quite me07 [5:04 PM]: yes
T15WIT [5:04 PM]: kewl
T15WIT [5:04 PM]: okay
not quite me07 [5:04 PM]: so how r u?
T15WIT [5:05 PM]: I'm odd
T15WIT [5:05 PM]: like always
not quite me07 [5:05 PM]: lol
T15WIT [5:05 PM]: you?
not quite me07 [5:05 PM]: im not quite sure
T15WIT [5:05 PM]: That's good to know :p
not quite me07 [5:06 PM]: : (
T15WIT [5:06 PM]: aw, why the sad face ?
not quite me07 [5:06 PM]: i dunno
not quite me07 [5:06 PM]: i killed bryan
T15WIT [5:06 PM]: Oh, okay
not quite me07 [5:06 PM]: % s
T15WIT [5:07 PM]: exactly
not quite me07 [5:07 PM]: yup
not quite me07 [5:07 PM]: ironic detachment
T15WIT [5:07 PM]: hmm
T15WIT [5:07 PM]: Why'd ya kill him?
not quite me07 [5:08 PM]: he tempted me
T15WIT [5:08 PM]: Oh?
T15WIT [5:08 PM]: Well, than he deserved it I suppose
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: yes
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: he did
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: its nice of u to have invited ne to dine with u tonight
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: *me
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: lol
not quite me07 [5:09 PM]: quoting movie
T15WIT [5:09 PM]: yay
T15WIT [5:10 PM]: Don' mind a bit at all dearie
not quite me07 [5:10 PM]: ive never asked ne one to marry me before
not quite me07 [5:10 PM]: i havent done ne thing stupid all day
not quite me07 [5:11 PM]: what happens when a journalist falls in love with an idiot
T15WIT [5:11 PM]: Hmm
T15WIT [5:11 PM]: I cannot tell
not quite me07 [5:11 PM]: the 2 are one in the same
not quite me07 [5:11 PM]: ok
T15WIT [5:11 PM]: Because I'm not a journalist
not quite me07 [5:11 PM]: that didnt work out well
T15WIT [5:11 PM]: but I can tell you what it feels like to fall in love with a complete fool
not quite me07 [5:11 PM]: lol
not quite me07 [5:12 PM]: can we give u a ride to the airport
not quite me07 [5:13 PM]: silence
not quite me07 [5:13 PM]: i am no superman
not quite me07 [5:13 PM]: i have no reason for u
T15WIT [5:13 PM]: Hmm
T15WIT [5:13 PM]: What movie ye be quotin' there eh?
not quite me07 [5:14 PM]: um
not quite me07 [5:14 PM]: 100 deeds
T15WIT [5:14 PM]: ..of Eddie McDowd?
T15WIT [5:14 PM]: nvm
not quite me07 [5:14 PM]: i mean mr deeds
T15WIT [5:14 PM]: ooo
T15WIT [5:14 PM]: okay
not quite me07 [5:14 PM]: lol
not quite me07 [5:15 PM]: whoa feeling great
not quite me07 [5:15 PM]: who are ya kick'n i aint got no balls dummy
T15WIT [5:16 PM]: yay
not quite me07 [5:16 PM]: good kick honey good kick
T15WIT [5:16 PM]: I've only seen I think one movie with Adam Sandler
T15WIT [5:16 PM]: and it was anger management
not quite me07 [5:16 PM]: dont worry about what happened time heals all things
not quite me07 [5:16 PM]: i saw that too
not quite me07 [5:16 PM]: i have it
T15WIT [5:17 PM]: kewl
not quite me07 [5:17 PM]: the first crush of the school year and the last love of his life
T15WIT [5:18 PM]: Hmm
not quite me07 [5:18 PM]: quoting a daydream i had earlier
T15WIT [5:18 PM]: Oh?
T15WIT [5:18 PM]: I've had a few of those lately
not quite me07 [5:18 PM]: yeah
not quite me07 [5:18 PM]: ive had a lot
not quite me07 [5:19 PM]: it wont stop. it wont stop
not quite me07 [5:19 PM]: thats another quote from another dream
T15WIT [5:19 PM]: now I'm confused if you're quoting from a daydream or the movie or you're trying to talk
not quite me07 [5:19 PM]: right now the day dreams
T15WIT [5:19 PM]: oh okay
T15WIT [5:19 PM]: I had a daydream
not quite me07 [5:19 PM]: what about
not quite me07 [5:19 PM]: ???
not quite me07 [5:20 PM]: there have been 2 resurrections
not quite me07 [5:21 PM]: out of the 39 deaths
not quite me07 [5:21 PM]: hmmm
T15WIT [5:22 PM]: where I was walking with a boy and he wanted to have sex, but I told him "no" because I wanted to be true to my husband and he said how in this day and age that my husband probably would've had sex before he ever met me, and then I kicked the boy and left and I tried to walk home but it was about like 18 miles from where I was and I got picked up by these guys in a car and they raped me and the last thing I saw was a drop of blood/tear come from my eye and I thought before I died, now I can never have a
T15WIT [5:22 PM]: true love
not quite me07 [5:22 PM]: hmmm
not quite me07 [5:22 PM]: ...
T15WIT [5:22 PM]: Yep, I'm weird like that
T15WIT [5:23 PM]: and it's not me I see
T15WIT [5:23 PM]: it's some other girl
T15WIT [5:23 PM]: in some other place
T15WIT [5:23 PM]: and that's weird
not quite me07 [5:23 PM]: yeah
not quite me07 [5:24 PM]: i wanted ot be a ping png champion
T15WIT [5:24 PM]: Mr. deeds quote I think
not quite me07 [5:24 PM]: yes
not quite me07 [5:25 PM]: u wann know what my day dream was aobut
T15WIT [5:25 PM]: sure
not quite me07 [5:25 PM]: ok
not quite me07 [5:28 PM]: i ran away from home and stayed at bryans house. well one night i cut my wrists and bryan found me in the bathtub crying and saying it wont stop. he wrapped up my wrists and laid with me till i fell asleep. then he called a bunch of people and told them to meet us at the mall. he was hoping that seeing more people would take me out of my depressive state. they stayed the night, but one of them found me in the bathrrom and i had cut my wrists again. so they locked me in a room. tehn in he morning they tried to force feed me. i ended up screaming super loud and runnign away and thtas the last htye ever saw of me
T15WIT [5:29 PM]: hmm
not quite me07 [5:29 PM]: happy story
T15WIT [5:29 PM]: Yes indeed
not quite me07 [5:29 PM]: did u notice it was in past tense
T15WIT [5:29 PM]: yes
not quite me07 [5:29 PM]: odd
not quite me07 [5:29 PM]: huh?
not quite me07 [5:30 PM]: lol
not quite me07 [5:30 PM]: i like urs better
T15WIT [5:30 PM]: Nah, yours is okay
not quite me07 [5:30 PM]: of course
not quite me07 [5:30 PM]: but urs is better
T15WIT [5:30 PM]: thanks :-P
T15WIT [5:30 PM]: But I still like yours
not quite me07 [5:30 PM]: well
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: because I can relate to force feeding
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: i like mine too
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: my mom does it to me all the time
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: but i like urs better
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: lol
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: why?
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: pssh, right lol
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: I'm never hungry or do I wish to eat
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: yet she goes ballistic and thinks I'm trying to starve myself
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: hmmm
T15WIT [5:31 PM]: when all I really am, is just not hungry
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: hmmm...
not quite me07 [5:31 PM]: i c
not quite me07 [5:32 PM]: and how does that make u feel
not quite me07 [5:32 PM]: ?
T15WIT [5:32 PM]: lol, Ms. Pshycologist




Yes, a day dream of mine, yes the boy happens to be Carson, but if I ever tell him I have weird images like that sometimes he'd certainly freak out and be like "Tor', I love you, and I don't want sex, I just want to be with you and I love you and please don't see me as that..etc." And I know it's true, I don't portray him as that, I love him too much to ever see him as the antichrist or anything odd, but every "evil male stereotype" i've ever known of the male species sometimes always in my dreams happens through him, I love him though I don't see him as that.