Saturday, March 20, 2004

Ramblings of an insomniac who is tired

I'm listening to Aerosmith "Dream On" while sipping some orange spice herbal tea. Whenever I hear music I feel as if I enter someone's life. I just do, or I feel like I'm in some place, it might be somewhere I've never been to, but when I am hearing this song I feel like I'm in the ghetto of some town, just passed a heroine addict on the corner, a hooker I feel like I'm now walking on the sidewalk, feel like a mexican boy in some bad part of town, works in a bad pizza place, part of a gang, he loves his mom and family, comes from a big family, mom has a baby..song ended

oh well, it happens, it happens alot I don't know why, it just does, please don't ask.

now it's evanescence I feel the cold pain of hurt and revenge, some relationship, someone who..

oh nvm, I turned it off, I feel so odd after these things, I feel it in more songs in others, why do I sound crazy? It's not crazy, it's unexplained. hmm that's true, whatever that is considered "crazy" is just really "something that is unexplained" there might be something there doing something to the people that they don't know but we just call them "crazy" or they will see things that no one else will, and just because of that we call them "crazy" I don't see why we don't try to find out why they can see something we can't see and instead just call them "crazy" when what they are experiencing is something a higher evolved of our species would experience, *sigh* must be this music I'm listening to hmm perhaps there is some power in music that we have never noticed that creates a power inside of us, think of it, we've had it since the beginning of life, we found it in nature, we created our own in imitation to this world, it would make sense that we thrive off of a force of music. Everyone likes music, to each his own of course, perhaps there is one universal force, one universal song that we all like that none of us have noticed, or it is played loudly at such a tone that we have never noticed it, has it ever happened to anyone except me where something will be playing that you forget its on? And then someone turns it off and you feel so...awkward because you're used to it. Heh okay enough of this I'm off to bed, goodnite world

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