The Poems

Wrote this one twice, so it's two dif. versions:

Meaningless Breaths upon your cheek are my kisses for you now

and

Breathless Kisses upon
your cheek doesn't comfort my
soul
or my empty heart


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In the silence of all these years,
of a dark and brooding past,
I reveal my misery unto you

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*These are old ones I found from last month*

I can't believe what I just saw,
Your wounds may have healed,
but mine are still raw

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Just let me go
Why can't you see
You dirty dog
stop bothering* me


* It used to be "tantalizing" but I think "bothering" sounds better*

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And now, for me to talk

I miss Carson, (psh, like I haven't mentioned that yet) and I miss him more than usual because ...wait, he's not reading this...why do I have to act like I do?

I mean, I love him and all, but I'm kinda used to not seeing him now, so I forgot how to hold him, I forgot how to kiss as well, sheesh, hell this is my blogspot..I think the only two people I know who might be reading this is Jennifer and Sara, and I don't give a shit, I haven't really kissed him in a while except on the cheek as he passed by, I talk to him, but somehow, it isn't the same virtually, of course, ain't that the same with everything else? I should be studying for French right, now, I really don't want to..I think I'll go make some food..oh wait I forgot, mom already made some dinner where it's like beef sitting in red wine with pasta or something, but I gotta wait till 8:00 PM :( oh well Oh and this is being written while hearing "This Love" and "My love is like whoa" ..hey, it's the radio, what do you expect? Meh, I'm gonna go study some physics for tomorrow's test..