It happened again, I woke up to not feel an arm, only to discover I was ontop of it, then I grabbed it with my other one and let the blood flow through it, this morning it scarred me because I couldn't feel my whole arm, not just my forearm, in fact I screamed for my mom who came racing to my room, and it was limp for five minutes, I hate waking up crying. I also have the same dream, well more like nightmare, when this happens, I don't remember what it's about, but I know, it's not a good dream. and that scares me too, I really am afraid of losing an arm or something, also, my dad yesterday couldn't breathe when he was up at my grandmother's house, and that scared me alot too, I mean, to wake up and not be able to breathe because you have a blockage of hard mucus because there is no humidifier and oh, I'm just so sad.. I have spring break this week, I'm going to work non-stop on my hereditary family disease, I think I might go with minneaire disease, or perhaps bi-polar, bi-polar sounds better, but the only one I know who has this is my uncle. oh, read Carson's Livejournal, and he came over to my house and oh let me just say what happened Saturday, Got up, saw the st. patty's day parade, ate at kyoto's express, drove to goody's, shopped, raked in the yard, had carson come over, ate pizza and watched "Little Big Man" with him (good dark movie), missed him, stayed up late, woke up from a dream/nightmare, can't remember, couldn't feel arm, screamed and cried, just looked at room noticed it's a pit, thinking I will rearrange my room right now...yes I think I will, odd aren't I? Anywho..Off to church I go, and then I'll come back and do homework, unless something else happens..right, off I go