Crap.
I wanted to ask friday for Carson to come to the play with me, in fact, I was planning on surprising him. I was going to tell him tomorrow afternoon that I had a ticket with his name on it. actually I was planning it more like this
T15WIT: hi
Capra Sesso Uomo: hey
T15WIT: Wanna go on one more last bus ride to coastal?
Or something like that...but of course, Sara called me doing this number
"Hey! Are you going to see Batboy tomorrow?"
I love Sara, I do. But I'm gonna see her and Jennifer Saturday at Ben's b-day party..I just..want some time alone with Carson...keerap...
And then I told mom this and she was like "Well, you might not be able to even go to Ben's party because your father and I want to see that play on Saturday, and we need you to babysit."
Which actually would be okay because I have to do homework..
although...I wonder if I should do some courses because I'm leaving SA...hmm...I'll have to ask Ms. Maxey...
Going next Wednesday to my highschool with Ms. Joyce Jackson to check out my classes..
was told by some drama kids that Ms. Adams is a biotch and Mr. Simon is a sweetie.
Hmm, guess I'll find out
Meh, I need rest, or a Carson, that would be lovely too..
Times I've sneezed during this writing: 11 (Yup, I counted)
Singer I've been listening to during this post: Diana Krall
If I could have anything in the world..yeah, we all know that one already
*sneeze*
damn.
Goodnite all adieu adieu
1 comment:
Bad dream last nite, I won't post it on my blogspot because Carson could probably see it.. but last nite I went to see the play batboy, and no matter where I went, Carson and Sara were always side by side, it made me feel...uncomfortable to say the least..(I mean, I know that they go to school together and that they know all these little jokes and stuff and they can relate to each other....meh...) anyway, I had a dream where I went next wednesday *next wednesday I'm going with ms. jackson to our school to check out the classes* and I went to the cafeteria room to surprise everyone that I was at the school when, lo and behold, Sara and Carson weren't there, and I was like "Where's Sara and Carson?" and the geeks/Ben were like "Um..um...please don't go to the auditorium" *which is a big place* and then I ran to the auditorium and I saw them erm..making out, and I said "Sara...Carson..." to which Carson looked up, and then I ran out the door crying, and I went to the gym because no one would think of looking for me there, and I went under the bleachers and I cried and I cried and I cried. When I woke up, I needed to blow my nose, I was crying when I woke up too...weird...then I picked up my comp. and wrote in you. I hope to god that never comes true, I also woke up to saying "But I loved him..but..I loved him..." and..yeah..I go now..
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