One side: Purity. I'm just old-fashioned. Plus, it would ruin my life if something went wrong. Plus, I'd kinda rather do it on a bed *yeah right, like that'd ever happen*, not really on a hard ground with mosquitos. Also, I'm 14! *soon to be 15* Aren't I too young for even thinking about that stuff?? I mean, it's been six months, and so far we've gone from things like

"Meh, I'm tired and bored with Tory anymore."

and

"T15WIT: Carson True, I am breaking up with you."

Of course, there's also been things like:

"I love ya Tor'. "

and

"Carson True, I love you."

Other side: I want to show him I love him. Everyone does seem to be doing it, here and in just general life, and they seem to get away with it. of course..you don't see the people who don't get away...I mean, it just seems like a normal thing even for girls to do it before they marry, but..also, I've been in "that sorta mood" lately, like I really have wanted to do it..but then, meh the consequences so large.

Meh, I guess I will see..