I wish Carson were online...I really wish to talk with him, meh, oh well, save it for another day I guess...oh and yes, I assume he is just taking a nap or something, but I've already come up with the possibility that he found his real true love and that he is going to dump me after having a wonderful day with some girl. Yes, my paranoid imagination loves to come up with these ideas and make my heart hurt because blah blah, don't ask....I just wish he were on.