imabadastronaut7: why?>
imabadastronaut7: thats so sad
T15WIT: because I'm out of the loop
imabadastronaut7: the loop?
T15WIT: at the high, and even at the s.a.
imabadastronaut7: im still lost
T15WIT: at the highschool, my bf and sara will make jokes, and they'll be like "Sorry Tory, since you're not at 4th block at our school, you won't understand our little jokes"
T15WIT: and even at the scholar's academy, the school I go to, I have lunch differently from everyone else one mon. wed. and fri.
imabadastronaut7: thats no fun
T15WIT: so on thurs. they were all having pizza they ordered and I couldn't have any because I wasn't there wed. to know they'd be ordering any
T15WIT: like, they have relay for lif
T15WIT: *life
T15WIT: and I didn't know they had it tonite
imabadastronaut7: no fun at all
imabadastronaut7: well who cares about high school anyway?
T15WIT: well, I found out fri. morning at the high, and all the kids at S.A. were going because they mentioned it on wed. at lunch
T15WIT: I do..
T15WIT: I have no friends now
imabadastronaut7: you have the show, how is that comming?
T15WIT: well..I mean I have Sara and Carson, but it feels like a whole other world
T15WIT: and they get tired of explaining to me what's happening
T15WIT: or what their jokes were
imabadastronaut7: i know how you feel
T15WIT: the show is coming fine
T15WIT: but you see
imabadastronaut7: ive been in the same position, and i know its no fun
T15WIT: all the other kids there are from the same town
T15WIT: so I'm even out of the loop there
T15WIT: it isn't
imabadastronaut7: yeah, its not any fun
T15WIT: sorry for you to listen to me complain like this I oughta shut up
imabadastronaut7: nah thats allright
imabadastronaut7: i know how it feels, but one day i decided that nobody matters but myself
imabadastronaut7: and i don need anyone
imabadastronaut7: dont*
T15WIT: Yeah, well, not to be rude, I've done that too
T15WIT: but I was killing myself on the inside
imabadastronaut7: it is tough
T15WIT: It was
T15WIT: that was me in 6th and 7th and it's all happening again
imabadastronaut7: why not 8th?
T15WIT: because ben was there, and he actually wanted to be my friend
imabadastronaut7: doenst he anymore?
T15WIT: and then I met you and sara
T15WIT: we don't see each other
imabadastronaut7: im such a loser though, so you should even include me
imabadastronaut7: lol
T15WIT: lol
T15WIT: Ryan, you were so fun to hang out with
T15WIT: you were, you were funny, like ducks in kilts in the popemobile
T15WIT: that was great stuff man
imabadastronaut7: yeah it was
imabadastronaut7: i know what you should do!
imabadastronaut7: get a hobby
T15WIT: yus?
T15WIT: lol
imabadastronaut7: i did
T15WIT: oh?
imabadastronaut7: and now im happy
T15WIT: what
T15WIT: ?
imabadastronaut7: well im taking kung fu, and im in a rockin band
T15WIT: kewl
T15WIT: Hmm
T15WIT: I might...brb sry
imabadastronaut7: allrighty



Ryan, I love ya man, thank you.