Meh, so here I am stuck again.

I have an essay that needs to be written, my family wants me to watch a movie with them, I need to clean my room or make money, I should study my lines for tomorrow. And you know what? All I want to do is to just spend some time alone with Carson. It's fucking sad that the next time I'll get to do anything with my boyfriend will be on next Friday. And my mom will probably have something planned for me by then, something involving, helping people or something or doing some shitty thing I don't want to do.



Fuck.

Carson? Where are you? Can't you just take me out of this life? It's too time consuming, I'm doing stuff that's planned for me, argh.



Excuse me, I have an essay to write.


*Carson, if you want to...call me..or not..whatever..*