hmm..I haven't checked on Maddox for a while...


Today was a day. Autumn is coming I can feel it. Now let's see..my sins for today..um..I lied, to Carson, he asked about my feelings and I lied and said it was blah, um..I did a bad thing and this afternoon I took all my sister's undies and hid them everywhere in her room, it's like an easter egg hunt, but in an odd way. lesse..oh, i slammed the door on my brother's toe, oh well, that was an honest mistake. Hmm, I feel..I don't know, different, I feel calm, like I've grown to a peace with myself, I was very quiet today except for my mischievious with Miranda. I think I'm going to rest. I feel..I don't know, I'll give up on explaining it now. I'm going goodnite world.

I love you, whoever you are.

Goodnite, adieu.