Etienne Davenport is a pretty name don't you think?

I about threw a fucking rock at jey today; Ben and I were in the car and he put his head on my shoulder, my initial reaction being whenever anyone puts their head on my shoulder is to stratch it, so I did, then jey said we should be a couple. This does not bother me with the fact of being told this because I am quite used to telling people "No thanks" but what bothers me is Ben gets very pensive and will not talk to me for a while after people say this. So we were in a car when this occured so he just went silent and took his head off my shoulder. A half hour of silence down the road I had mainly forgiven jey for the comment and was thinking of well, other things, then I poked Ben and asked him what he was thinking "Arizona" "Ah, Courtney. Is she ever coming back?" "She might next year." Courtney is ben's first girlfriend from the eighth grade who is still madly ga ga for, which I think is beautifully sweet.

I was very antisocial. It was Ms. Huggins, Anna, Jey, Chelz, Ben, and me in a car, a small chrysler. We had all just had lunch at Ruby Tuesdays with Stacey and Devdev, and before that suffered a long but terribly easy SAT, although for me the worst was the five minutes of Sly at the end, him seeing if I still could not go see a movie with him today. James callled at Ruby Tuesdays, it made me laugh.

so while at AC Moores so the rest of the girls could check out knitting and use Ben as their tester, i was being "antisocial" and avoiding all of them, I enjoyed the posters and bought 50 tiny candles for 2.00, which ain't too bad.

Ms. Huggins says she loves me, but I am still suspicious of this statement.

Now M&M are away and it is just my mother and I, what joys could the evening hold?