My oh my you know it just don't stop,
It's in my mind I want to tear it up
I try to fight it
Try to turn it off
But it's not enough
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I'm taking a break from the internet. Right now, my mind is fully awake, but my body is dead. Limp, it takes so much out of me to type and my legs ache. My heart feels as if an adrenaline shot got pumped into it because it is filled with pain and it beats more quickly than usual. I feel delicate; I'm not sure why. I just want to sleep right now, and to be honest I haven't had much of an appetite since i made those chocolate souflees, and when I do eat my stomach gives me hell. I still smile though, but I think it's because of the dreams..

Oh dear, I believe winter has arrived.