He stopped contacting.

Should I start worrying?

No, only fools worry.

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Arthritic achiness all over, if I just don't go through the pain of movement I will always stay in my bed. And I can't stand to be in one spot at the same time. Day 2 of illness. Ben came over yesterday. Everyone was in church, I had just called him at 8 to say that I couldn't make it to his singy thingy and that I was terribly sorry. Ben said all he got was me crying and some garbled words and it sounded like I was on my death bed. He made me soup and left before anyone came home from church. I love him. To add to my fevers of 102, strange dreams, so far my favourite was the one I just woke up from:

Killers in my house, well more like I was outside on the porchswing and came around the front, all I know is that they ransacked my house, I remember being at the end of the street in the back of the car, after attempting to dial 911 multiple times on a barbie cell phone, the car was going straight with no one in it, I was trying my damndest in the back of the minivan trying to get someone (got ben and sara told them what was going on, hung up) Then when I was coming to near the end of the street I turned around and saw a bullet coming at me, so I ducked, then hopped over to the front of the car and drove near the medical center, with all of my abilities i screamed for the family to hop in. They all ran as fast as they could into the car (although i had to keep going and my dad was last in the car because well....he has weight issues) anywho so I end up going to sara's house where we stayed the night before these killers find us, we sneak out and although sara's family think they're great people and Eddie is there? cooking? He gets shot. So eddie in a chefs hat with a bloody mark in his back over a stove. Oh, btw, the house is nothing like sara's house, it's a home in the mountains. My mother gets shot too. she stays in a bed with the killers, the sickos. I only know this because...oh well hold on, back to the killers at saras house, right, well my father and m&m and I hop a train that I end up steering only the map goes off of one paper onto another then onto menus and it ends up being no use and taking us right back to sara now killers home. The killers btw, the lead guy is bald with a goatee and looks a whole lot like gremmy (short for gremlin) the kitchen cook guy. Other than that the rest of the villans resemble a whole beverly hillbilly episode, there's a granny, no chick though, just a bunch of huge doltish idiots with guns. Anywho! We arrive back at the house and end up hiding in the small area, (that's where I see eddie and mom) All I can remember after that is we try to take their car and drive away (we being m&m, dad, and I) only M&M start fighting and dad's tryign his damndest to be gentle and tell them to shtu up which is nothing like dad he was saying stuff lie "Max, Miranda, please be calm, please" in a gentle voice when usually it would be "Max! Miranda! Shut the hell up!" anyway, I was in the background shouting "Leave them, dad. They're too much baggage." We end up driving really fast in a somewhat car chase scene through small neighborhoods and highways when I woke up.

Anywho.

Now I'm slightly hungry seeing I haven't eaten since most likely that soup yesterday morning. No, wait I went to work last night and had some cold french fries...

Point is, I found Robin Hood Men in Tights and now proceed to watch it. I might make myself a grilled swiss or something too..