the cool grotto and it's denizens' freaks chilled even the smoke rings they blew. i knew i wouldn't last long.


i dunno, should i give up this writing thing?

a ladybug spoke to me today, he told me everything would be okay.

but i squashed him anyway

that's a lie, i set him free actually. i like boy ladybugs, but i never liked that movie bugs and it's portrayal of a boy ladybug, dunno, could be wrong.

so, i'm not pregnant, or i screwed up the test. guess we'll find out in a week. This be super old btw. Dunno why I didn't post it....