Sharp Scissors

Polly wants a cracker

I've kinda felt like that Nirvana song lately...maybe just bad but subtley so...

*shrugs*

or maybe i'm horny.

nah,

So The Departed gets 9/10 eh imdb? Guess I'll go see it alone tomorrow.


Jennifer's gonna kill me. I think I'd rather do directing 1 instead of acting 1

but acting makes me happy right?

Yes. I love being other people, there is no denying that. But god, do I get bored with those stupid games. Okay, Tory, make the crowd laugh. I can do it, but it's...well there's no challenge. I think I'd be challenged in directing.

Plus, I've never directed.

I mean, I already know I love acting. I love acting. But, I've got ideas for movies...and...I want to make movies too, not produce but maybe direct. Oh hell if I know I've never messed with a camera, don't most directors start filming small shit with a lame-o camera as a small child? Dear god, are there some bad films out there. We need to pick it up people!

I just ran away from home. Now I'm going to Dizzknee land.

Also, I want out of here. I don't know I want my life to be crazy and waking up in Ireland doesn't sound too bad I want to drive with the top down through the desert and get pulled over. I want to find myself in what was going to be a normal day and somehow ended up in a helicopter. I'm gonna make my life interesting too..god, I hope so. And I'm gonna be stuck at Beezer's working whilst also working at USC and trying to get out for two years. Sorry mom, I'm getting a Business minor, not a double major (this of course when looking back will contradict my future I know this, I'm gonna laugh). A double major and I'm there for three years instead of two and do I want to fucking be in honors college? No, I just think I want my undergrad over with as quick as possible. I just think I wanna do...films. Yeah.

Did other directors and actors know all their life that's what they wanted to do?

Eh, maybe I just want to be happy.

I like the movie Clerks.


Isn't me,
have a seat,
lemme clip,
dirty wings........

The way I'm headin I might need to know how to protect myself.