Songs Played during this post: "Break Out" Foo Fighters "Somethings Got Me" Lori Carson

I am so pathetic, I just can't stop thinking about him. Last night I had stayed up till 2 AM and I finally wrote him a letter and then this morning I sent it to him. Luckily, in Charleston today I was so amazed at the beauty of the area that I didn't think of him. But once I arrived back I checked every possible way he could have contacted me, and he didn't. I am just terribly pathetic.

*sigh*

• All videos and quizzes on derivatives ch. 3
• All homework on ch. 3
• Comp/Cont essay on death of salesman and glass menagerie
• Performance Analysis Essay
• Clean freakin room
• Study for fucking Ch 3 test
• Write script for theatre class

Carson. I blocked you on AIM and I deleted my el jay becuase had once again degraded to you calling me a bitch, albeit an artistic one which is technically better than before. Nonetheless I dislike you.

I've been coming and going, went to take a mensa test today met up with erin at a "mellow mushroom" good pizza, thursday nite was the play and i ended up seeing "history of violence" with julien and nick. I saw James and gave him his birthday gifts. On friday I had indian cuisine at a downtown place with mom and i got new undies, aka no more granny panties thank god. so yes, new lingerie thank god thank god thank god.

I've been having weird dreams again; this can't be good.