I feel dead, empty, and lackluster.


dull.


and i can't escape.

Ayup.

I should probably make friends here shouldn't I?



and I should probably actually make A's too.

This is my family.



well...my siblings at least.



Yes, they turned this in for school.

that quiet numbing feeling

Ow.

owowowowowowowow.


these arms are to heavy to lift, and i can barely keep my head up.


One day I'll write a song for you

about how i felt

in that second floor bathroom stall.

cough cough

hack wheeze


um...

muah!


i just kissed a james!

So this can all be summed up with

"Holy Moo Cows I have a terrible headache."


Blew three grand, two of it went to my parents.


500 went to this phone deposit.


and now the quest for car insurance ensues

and a job


I hate this place.

well no, maybe I don't hate college. I should give it more of a shot.

Just

I understand what he meant with "Weak"