Egad.

"So you see, I plan on coming in on Saturday so I can work on the photos, I just want to have a picture on my roll of film so I could use it for my stop action shot."

"Well, if you leave after the lesson I will have to give you a half-absence."

"But, I have nothing to do"

*pause*

"I mean, maybe, I could kinda just take a few photos outside and do the rest of the roll."

"That might be for the better."

"Okay, thanks."

*gets back to car*

*sits in car and looks out window*

"Fuck it, I'll just take a half-absence, I mean, *grabs notebook and looks at outline sheet* it takes three absences to lower a whole letter grade, so if I leave I'll have one and a half, I'll still be in the clear..."

*half an hour later at library*

"dammit."

Goo goo...dolls

I'm so happy. I finally am able to make a post.

and I have nothing to say.

My favourite Valentine's memory is last year after work being miserable and tired and dammit I want a box of chocolates, so I go and buy it and Food Lion is empty and the lights are flickering and in front of me is a guy in a hurry who splays out about 8 bottles of whipped cream. The chick at the register and I just glance at each other.

hold me.

no, don't that's too boring. No, i don't know what i want, do i have to? I mean, have i

sleep.

i am oh so sleepy

let us sleep.

okay.

Catharsis

So thinking it through, if I did listen to my body, it would be telling me it needs a catharsis. I've wanted to cry and throw up and disappear alot lately and I wish I knew why. *shrugs* Oh well. That's why you should never listen to your body, folks.